Range of Human Emotions

how is it possible to go from moments of joy, peace and contentment to moments of self-doubt, hurt, and confusion....all within a matter of hours. is there some clever medical diagnosis that i'll learn about in school that will explain it all. some simple clinical explanation...doubtful. anyway, i guess that is all part of the journey. you learn to live actively in the present. to enjoy the fleeting moments of simplicity and peacefulness because immediately around the corner there is the potential for someone / something to steal your serenity. do you think they do it on purpose? that some people actively seek and destroy? i don't know...i choose to believe that they don't. i choose to believe in the inherent good in people...that they should be given the benefit of the doubt...for now. however, there is an end to my understanding. well let's not dwell in the bad, there will be more than enough time for that. the good news is I successfully navigated a new city and found THE PERFECT apartment!! so i guess all that free time at starbucks...and the many phone calls that i made, turned out to be just what i needed. interesting how that works out huh? i will be moving this weekend, just under the wire and just in time for classes to start...gotta keep it interesting.